Untitled Poem 1

 Candidate title: I Hate Falling In Love For You

I pondered upon my memories

In the midst of the dark, cold night

The soft raindrops and the gentle breeze

Brings the story of you and me in sight.

I felt nothing when I first saw you

Looked upon you as nothing extraordinary

Yet the longer the time extends

My heart goes wild every time you pass by.

I could think of a way of hating myself

I hate to admit but I'm already falling,

falling for the one I'm thinking through

You take my time and crawls into my mind

Feels like it's hard to get you off from my memory

Everyday I've got to think of a way

To get rid of this strange feeling I have

My mind tells me that I should not

My heart betrays me somewhat

I try to stop it but I simply can't

Coz I guess I'm forever wanting you.

And now that we're apart

We no longer see each other, and

Though there's an inner wanting

deep inside of me

I tend to brush away your memories

I can only look back these times

When I had that feeling for you

Now I wondered what if I told you...

Would you then be mine?

The story behind:

The poem was composed in late evening when me and my group mates were in the making of the MIS 1 major paper. Inspired by the light rain in the outside, with the 'high'-effect of Jethro's 8-in-1 coffee and of course, the overwhelming aura of Marren's emotions, I was a bit overflowing with words to complete the poem. I know this poem is not yet polished so I welcome your suggestions. I am also planning to put some chords so to make out the melody but I couldn't finalize the whole song. Maybe you could help.. (^_^)

Especially dedicated to Marren... Well, as promised, I mentioned your names here, guys. He-he.. Be sure to comment. Tnx.